Sometimes life is overwhelming. Sometimes I cry when I don't know what else to do. It was a rainy day and my fella and I were headed to eat lunch before he left to go home. Lately I've been much better about keeping my anxiety in check, but it was rearing it's ugly head this particular day and there wasn't much I could do about it.
We drove around for a bit and I was getting so irritated over nothing. Literally nothing. He was trying to be sweet and let me have a say in where we ate lunch, but for some reason this particular decision was exhausting me.
After a bit of driving around, we pulled into a shopping center. He dropped me off at this new place we had been wanting to try. I stood there for a few minutes and watched as everyone watched me. No one came up to greet me. After a few minutes I waltzed myself over to table and grabbed a menu to check out. My poor fella joined me and still no one came up to greet us. That was that - we were definitely not eating there.
I walked out of the restaurant and started crying. Really though, I stood there crying in the rain over where to eat lunch.
All of that to say, life is hard sometimes. Just remember no one is perfect (even if their instagram looks like it). Life will be okay, even if it's not at that exact moment. It will be, He told me so. After all, It's only lunch.